bear with me

the weekend's gone again - in a flash.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY Simon & Thomas!
i wish time would stall, especially at dinner time on sats.
it was really enjoyable having dinner together with the older ones.
=) i found myself in the company of the older youths & some already adults. hehe.
i tasted the joy of being the younger ones of the group again - looking up to them even for the simplest thing of getting sambal Kangkong onto my plate. those feelings were special. & i realised that its been soooo long since i last felt that way.
it's probably because i've been acting like Big Sister for a really long while - watching over my 'little ones - whom so very often would remind me that they're no longer babies & that they can fend for themselves already... (with a sian look on their faces) Hahaha. yeah i've probably been naggier than their moms. its probably time i should learn to let go.

not forgetting friday...
i did not make my way down for prayer meeting. yeah, it was all for work's name sake ~
i finally understood why even putting aside one friday of the month can be so so difficult. which probably is the reason why so many fail to turn up each time. yes, just this past friday has scared me - i've finally seen how scary the world can be. i'm not liking it one bit. Things haven't been easy. and my life's not okay. not entirely okayy.

It's almost monday~ in another half an hour or so.
i wanna close my eyes before the clock strikes 1200, goodnight.

{ 11:01 pm }