bear with me

i think i enjoyed dinner tonight again - I've been spending tons of time with the peepos from Church! why? its unexplainable.

alright there has been pretty much going on in my life. eventful things that are happening because they're part of God's Magnificent plan. i mean- I'm pleased with my life now. some of you will know it because I've shared that i felt God's blessings in so many ways. poof and the wonderful people that he's put in my life.

tabi- cos she remembers to ask me out for dinner!
looie- for being truthful with me about Josh
candice- for listening to me crap
charms- making me feel i'm important
shifu & hazel- it's been Nuts being your tudii
jason- for not forgetting to sms me out for dinner with the grp
david- for being my nicest encourager
simon- for being in the MM headed by 6m-Yong!
aunty Serene- being my mentor
okay and more but it stays as this for now.

i talked with pastor this afternoon as i was waiting for miss Gwen to come so that i can go through theory with her. and we talked and talked and it ended all so abruptly. aiiis.
GOD. teach me, show me how not to be jealous. amen.

and i have a secret that only looie knows now.
its hard to keep it quiet. i'm serious.
i wanna shout it out loud but i haven't got courage.
i'm a toad. eh i'm supposed to be, bear.
ohs wadever-

i think all Chinese names tonight was nice! will try memorising them............
till then.

{ 11:40 pm }