bear with me

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i think cell group went quite well today. um although the number was still small, but we did increase in number by just 1. yea it is still an improvement! i Thank God for that. It is time to live out like what i shared today. I played Teacher today.
Faith.
we will all need that to trust in God. And to trust, we got to Obey. its such simple steps but we often fall into Satan's trap... But not to worry - we can always start afresh. We've set a target for cell today and by faith, we'll pray and see the impossible turn possible! amen.

WOOS. imagine that coming from me? again, i am amazed. it's the Holy Spirit okay. yea but it really feels kind of great when you do crazy things for God. You just get some sort of a Blood Rush going all over inside you, injected with the Power of God! How amazing is that? Super Duper i'll say. Things will work out according to his ways.. i know it. So in times of distress, i'll try not to fret. God is SOOOOOO big.. my problems are like specks of dust; aah come come, take out the broom and i'm sweeping them away- hehe.

Sometimes i feel so blessed because i have God in my life. A God whom i can have this special relationship with. I mean i look around at my friends who are non christians and i just feel sad because they're not sharing this feeling of Joy that i'm experiencing. It really pains my heart but i don't know how to share it with them. its like... How can one help you if you're unwilling to be helped? it's a similar Concept. yeaa these people may laugh at me but i'm not going hide God anymore. He is alive and very real. I really am proud of my faith. there's No denial about that! One day, one day when they come to know God, it'll be a call for Celebration.

also, i think i did something quite brave today. I actually talked with my parents over dinner. I told them with much sincerity about the options i've set for myself after graduation -which is approaching soOoo soon. though that talk time was short but i gave my all.

This whole thing had been my worry for the past month or so and today it all came out of me with much ease. i tell you, the whole time i was talking, i was looking at my parents' facial expressions and i couldn't make up any bit of feelings that they had. but at the end of it, i used almost all of my courage and asked my dad about what he thought of it... and he just replied: " what can i do if this is your choice? i can only support you. " woot! man, i don't know how sincere that response meant but it certainly made me feel warm and smiley inside. i think my heart was skipping happily away. God? thankyou for this, today.

Dulos- i'll be visiting it at Vivo tmr with Tabi and Looie and Ak and more. I think it's going to be fun fun and more fun!

{ 11:00 pm }