bear with me

Hurray!! its Wednesday.
Wednesday means midweek and midweek means rest day.
but.. today's rest day doesn't seem like a rest day because i'm stuck with Having to finish something i don't like doing. The Most Sickening part of it is that.. it's So simple and straightforward to accomplish, but my poor brains are just not in connectivity with doing it.

I know i have the brains but they're just Rusty.
I know i can do it, but i am just plain lazy.
I know i should do it although i'm Busy,
and if i don't hand it in, for sure i'll go Crazy!

it makes me sad because i feel stupid. the 'feelings' always brings people down. i battle with it but often Succeeding is not your forte and again, this explains my story. Tadaa - losing a dumb battle.
GONG :宮: is a super crazily nice show to watch now. yes in the midst of my aSsignments - i usually don't get my priorities right. I can't control myself and i lack discipline. lots and lots of it. i always like taking the simpler way out.
I think i need encouragement. yea.. I'll like to encourage myself.
Ohs! I can DO it!! I can I can..
(yo ~ and that's so very real)

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