bear with me

i love this photo a lot. okay, credits to wormy - the photographer.
i really miss the days in london. alright i'll dedicate this entry to myself and wormy.
to those who do not know, wormy is Joseph. Mr cho, A super nice friend i made when i went to UK. He's an old man and he's Naggy.
Ok.. i don't know if you're going to read this, but..

wormy! you stinky one. I just want to express my gratitute to you. Thankyou for all your knowledgeable teachings and preachings. Somehow i feel that i've grown up because you've taught me sooooo much. And i'll never forget how the songs you listened to suprised me and the never ending scenarios you set for me to let me experience how heartbreaking Music can affect my mood. raar. haiya. i don't know what else more to say already.
Just a Big ThankYou and no hugs. haha. many a times i wished you were really my older brother and i can just pop into your room to disturb you. hahas. okay - i'll stop dreaming.
poof.

ahhs. i'm feeling down. feeling moody. feeling like a nobody.
i'm listening to a Kevin Kern's song now. it's titled "Where Paths Meet". don't know why but this song just keeps me deep in thoughts. don't laugh cos i'm not listening to any chinese songs but this. It's just a little new habit i made having come back from the UK.

There are times when the Problems in My life seem so Big and i really struggle at having to think of a solution for it. Sometimes i just wanna slap myself because i feel that my life is in a mess. i seriously do not know what to do.

Goodnight world.

{ 1:05 am }