bear with me

Candice!! you know wad.. there were actually tears in my eyes when i heard you say hellOoo over Skype. yeaa. Twice, i pressed your number on my hp wanting to call you and then i'll remember that you're not in Bukit Timah now.. but far away in TianJin.

Today, looie went out with Zell, and by talking to her on the phone, i could sense how much fun she was having with her new company of friends. Zell, the Shuai shuai one, Elvis the Prevertic one.. and the other, a girl who doesn't matter.. anyways.. today wasn't a good day, i had a jab on my left arm.

also today, I read a book and talked with an Angel. Her name's Bonnie. haaa. a pretty angel that God had sent me. She encouraged me, with such Simple words. even i myself found it suprising.. "learn not to depend on friends, but on God." how true is that?!.. super duperly true. I knocked myself on the head, cos it really made sense. Time and time again, friends leave and left me to deal with problems i had on my own.
though God was always close by, but i never ever took notice of him. i chose to drown myself in self pity and look for comfort from the World. terrible! i feel ashamed.

So.. Tonight, and everynight, i'm going to make it a point to be like David. to be Praying Continually. i'm going to Try. i really am. GOODNIGHT world.

{ 12:22 am }