bear with me

it's a rare sat morning.. where i'm home and jus sitting here in front of the Com..

my life has been busy.. always with things (good or bad) happening with or without my anticipation.
maomao. always says.. "arbear why u always so busy one?" at times i don't noe how to ans that qn.

i've been going ard tis morn lOoking for Bloggies of my Old sec sch mates.. seniors.. buddies.. bandgals.. whatever.. and reallie.. i've kindOf zoOmed back into tat era.. where Old memories flooded in.

ermz. do u sometimes wonder about ur focus in life? wad's ur goal?
i've got trouble answering tt. i seriously don't noe wad's mine..
I noe it's been clearly stated.. to serve God.. and only gOd.. but i'm confused.. blurred.. arrh.. i donNnn wan to think about it.

anyways i'm going Out later.. i wan to go and hear JJ sing live at NgeeAnn City... haix.. but i dread waiting.. pppl always say one thing and they do another thing. how irritating can that get??? very siCkening....
: ( One word to describe tOday...

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