bear with me

had my Oc (oral.communications) and CRs (critical reasoning skills) presentation today.. hmmph.. think oc was much better than crs because i prepared for that.. i was like toking rubbish for Crs cos our group did last min work.. but nvms.. it's over.. wonder if i was good enough anot.. *prays

Oohs.. anyways so much have happened over the weekends..
oh man.. jus imagine going back all the way to square 1.. sian diao..
all the feelings i once took so long to overcome.. they're back.. Why? i also don't understand..
noe how it feels exactly? S.C.A.R.Y

~failing webp terribly.. can't go out wif friends.. stuck at church wif no friends(like in the past)..
mummie going away for office trip on a cruise.. assignments due-ing in the coming week.. oh man.. it's jus like.. aww.. i hate myself.. i jus want to die..~

yar.. it was till mon.. when i attended Dg.. when i heard about floren's friend whose mom passed away.. woah it was only then i realised so small and insignificant my probs were.. it's nothing compared to floren's friend.. and putao.. had to move out because of her dad.. and again today.. when i got the message that timothy's dad also passed away.. haiiii
i'm thankful now for my blessings.. but i'm also scared because things always turn out so unexpectedly.. Why why? i am also scared tt mommy won't come back anymore.. haii..
jus praying reallie hard for mommie and those i mentioned.. that god.. u'll be with us and comfort us OKay.. : )

ya.. thanks looie for talking to me tt nite.. u reallie made me feel better.. a 100 times at least.. woah.. from crying... 'then i said.. no la.. i got flu' hahaha to ending up laughing and toking rubbish.. thankS man.. i reallie understand wad friends are for now.. hms.. think toking to u would be a 1000 000 times better than talking to fishie.. (u noe who rite) lucky i never call hor.. if not he'll think i'm mad.. yea yea.. ks la.. i will jia you now.. u tOo okok..

cec.. thankS also k

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